Ma i ja se borim zapravo sa tim pitanjem. Moguce da sam vec i dala neki odgovor na ovo pitanje, ali non stop mijenjam misljenje. Mozda ovako, vjerujem da to postoji, nekad, negdje i kod nekog drugog- u smislu one prave, dugovjecne, iskrene ljubavi između 2 osobe- i to samo vjerujem jer sam vidjela tako jedno 2-3 tako nenormalna para te vrste. Jednom sam i cak bila kuma na vjencanju- nakon 5 godina veze sad su 3 godine u braku i vole se kao prvog dana.....
I tako, vjerujem ja da se ljubav desi nekome... A da li ce se desiti meni? Nazalost, ne bas....
Evo jedan tekst koji sam napisala prije 2-3 godine, posvecen zapravo bas tom paru kome sam bila kuma. Posto je jedno od njih stranac, tekst je na engleskom. Nadam se da to nece predstavljati probleme makar vecem broju onih koji ga budu citali.
Years ago I believed in perfect love. I waited for it. I dreamed about it. I knew how it would look like, how would it feel like. I knew its smell, its touch. I knew the colors of its rainbow.
Years ago I was a kid.
I crossed the seas and crossed the oceans. I went to the sky and dived in the lake. I flipped but I continued. I crossed the hills and climbed the mountains. I went to the East and Wild West. I fell but I got up and carried on.
I met strangers and I made friends. I believed and I was right. I trusted and I was betrayed. I laughed and I cried. I wanted and I succeeded. I wished and I did not make it. I heard the words of wisdom and I smiled. I saw the foolishness and I smiled as well.
There were some bad times, and there were some great. There was hope and there was despair. There was knowledge and loneliness, friends and sorrow. There was everything, but one thing I could not find.
Years ago I stopped believing in prefect love.
Until I met them.
Thanks Sonspiech, thanks Tomerco. You are carved in the stone!
I am starting my trip again, with more wisdom and the hope that the days that will come and the roads that will lead me will bring me to my klix. I am heading for the future with open eyes and bright look, and I do not know anymore what are the real colors of the rainbow, but I will know when I find it.
